It’s not because I’m scared to fall in love again, not at all. It’s letting someone love me. The last time someone said they loved me, he snatched his heart back so fast, I didn’t even have time to loosen my grip.
So the guy that cheated on me all those years ago is the reason I created this blog. We made it past all of the ups and downs and every obstacle thrown our way. We were happy. Getting married even. I was proof that things could and would get better through time. And I was so in love that I was willing to fight my ass off for it. Through the years we have grown closer, I have fallen more in love with him each and every day. Through the little things. Through everything. And now all that is gone. He broke up with me for a freshman in college. A baby in the world that has no life experience. My world has stopped spinning. But all I want is for him to be happy.
And I’m desperately trying to keep myself together.